jibrill3003

it's been 3 years and everything is different. well, not everything, but many things. maybe I'll become more active again here :)

well, where have i been...!? i started japanese studies in october. i love it!! it is so great. but lots and lots of work and studying! so... no time for anything "artsy". unfortunately. i could post all the doodles i did during japanese history, but i don't really think they're worth putting on here :D anyway, i'm happy with my choice and am going to try (like i always say) to do some art. but it's not easy to get myself away from my kanji studying to do something creative ^^; P.S.: as you can tell, i don't have all this fancy stuff in my journal anymore. that's because my subscription ran out ages ago and i don't have any money for a new

phew... ok, i haven't done anything in a while here but check my deviation and people's journals. i'm not being as creative as i'd like to be. i want to draw alot! but i can't seem to find the time. but i always feel like i have so much time to kill... but somehow i don't have any time at all! i guess that's because the things i'm doing aren't very satisfying. i just work all the time. i mean, the money i get is great, but i don't want to have to give up my life for that... and i'm always tired. it's annoying. and then when i have time, i just lie in bed and sleep or watch tv, because i'm so pathetic :/ you know what i mean? yeah, so i can